"Why you sound so fierce?"

Today, Marianne called me and asked me when the next CGL gathering would be. Somehow, and I don't really have my finger on why, some irritation or fustration welled up and overwhelmed me. I felt the same emotion moments ago when Nic Teo icqed me to ask if we were meeting up on Friday. I mean, why would I want to meet him to talk about nothing! Sent my Dad to the airport today and it hit me.. I've graduated. I'm on my own. I'm going to have to find a job, support myself, maybe even others. Its a shock to be responsible for your own life. What in the world am I going to do with it...